Why oh Lord does my heart tremble in fear when You begin to call me out of darkness and into Your light?
Why Lord do I run back to hide in shadows when You are trying to reveal my glory in Yours?
Why oh Lord do I shun Your goodness when all I desire is more of You?
Why Lord do I cast myself out of Your presence when You are the only one who sees me as I am and loves me anyway?
Oh Lord calm my heart, carry me into the light when I am afraid to go.
Lord remove the shadows, plant my feet in your streams of wisdom, allow your glory to shine through me.
Make me glorious Lord.
Lord, fill me with a stronger desire to have more of You in my life.
Heal the wounds that have become hindrances.
Oh Lord, continue to seek after me, continue to love me and know me, help me to know the one You call beloved.
I am constantly fluttering, flitting, chasing, trailing behind.
There are days I feel like a swallow, diving, changing direction, being carried by the wind, fighting hard to become, to settle.
I am chasing the Dove, the peace, whose gliding flight inspires me to chase after, becoming more like Him.
Transformed, I am able to soar on the wings of the Dove, feeling peace, completely awash in the Light, the Peace, the Love.